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Post by Alice Cullen on Dec 20, 2011 22:25:49 GMT -5
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we've only just begun
Alice left the house hoping to find her brooding older brother. She’d seen something that he needed to know. Well he’ll eventually know, when he’s reads my thoughts. Alice thought to herself. After reassuring Jasper of her feelings he allowed her to leave and find Edward. Every time she had a vision her mood would change dramatically and Jasper would go into protective mode. He couldn’t help and she knew it but, sometimes it scared her that one day something might happen and it’ll send him into a major depression.
But she couldn’t think about that right now she needed to find Edward. Because if she didn’t he would do something that would put their family in danger. Well that’s what Rosalie would think anyways. Bella Swan is a world of trouble waiting to happen. Every time the topic of Bella was brought up Rose would get all prissy about it but that’s just Rose.
Alice thought Bella would be able to restore happiness to her brother’s life. Ever since Bella had arrived in Forks Alice’s visions of Edward were happy ones. Not depressing and morbid as usual. That’s why she needed to speak with Edward. To tell him that he shouldn’t run from this. He and Bella were meant to be and she knew it. She’d seen it.
Without realizing it Alice had found her way into the woods and she was surrounded by the beauty of nature around her. It was one of those days in Forks where the sun decided to stop being a slow poke and come out. Its rays cut through the tree’s covering the ground in a blanket of light. Stopping she sniffed for his scent and before it arrived the scent of everything around her came first. As she drew deeper into the brush his scent was easier to find among the others. Out of all places she’d been this morning she should’ve checked here first. The meadow.
“Edward.” She called out knowing he would hear her. When she found him she sighed and prepared herself for a long talk. She’d even worn the clothes for it; a black sweat suit that’d been hiding in the back of her closet.
“We have to talk about her.” She said warily making sure she’d avoided using the B word.
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Post by Edward Cullen on Dec 21, 2011 19:08:14 GMT -5
Edward sat in silence in the middle of his special meadow, it was special because only him and a select number of people knew of its existence. It was a place where he could be himself without worrying about anything, not having to pretend he is some rich kid adopted by a rich doctor and he didn't have to worry about being seen as what he was, a killer. No regular human would dare come here, not only because it was really difficult to find this place but because people were always worried about bears and wolves and mountain lions, ha! none were as dangerous as him.
He took the opportunity to not only relax, but to think about various things, more importantly the object of his latest fascination, Bella Swan. She had turned his world upside down in a matter of a moment. Hell, she had made him run away from school without a second thought, eighty seven years of experience nearly flattered the moment she showed up, what was wrong with him? He snapped out of his trance-like thoughts when the thoughts of his pixie-like sister came upon range, it was no surprise that she would be looking for him, she could see the future after all, every decision he could possibly make would be seen by her and knowing the current situation she would be really wary of him, not that he blamed her or anything.
At the moment he felt at peace though, just feeling the warmth of the sun on his skin and being there all alone without his siblings to make things awkward, vampire hearing wasn't meant to be used for that kind of stuff, y'know, good thing that they usually went out in honeymoons or else they would have driven him insane a long time ago. He closed his eyes as he heard her call out for him, despite all the noises made by the various animals that inhabited the forest and the likes, her voice was clear as crystal among them, it was like the sound of bells, something anybody would love. "Alice." He said calmly as she got nearer, he knew that resistance would be futile with Alice, if she got something in her head she would keep pressing until she would be victorious. Even though he couldn't see her because his back was facing her, he could still imagine the look of sympathy she might have been giving him, always alone and always brooding, yeah, that was him, forever the outcast of the family. It was only when she mentioned "her" that he opened his eyes. "What's to talk about her?" He asked her, not really wanting to talk about Bella, he had enough troubles resisting her to be talking about her.
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Post by Alice Cullen on Dec 24, 2011 14:51:57 GMT -5
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"What's to talk about her?" Edward asked opening his eyes. Alice thought about letting him see what she'd saw in her vision but settled on telling him instead. She'd thought long and hard on this and she was going to tell him. He was going to listen with no interruptions. She looked up at him with a sympathetic smile hoping it would make him feel better.
Alice knew he was having a hard time with this Bella problem. The girl seemed ordinary and there was nothing besides the fact that she obviously needed help learning how to dress. Alice smiled to herself hoping he’d caught that. Well that and he couldn’t read her mind. From the first day he’d set his eyes on the girl Alice knew that was going to be a problem. “My dear brother…” Alice began. “Sit your butt down so I can talk to ya’.” Alice could tell from the way he’d said her name that he wanted to be alone. But there was no backing down when it came to Alice, if she had something on her mind she said it.
For a second she was quiet, she sat there admiring the sun beating down on her skin. The woods around them was filled with noise; somewhere in the distance she could hear running water and a faced paced heartbeat next to it. Probably a bird Alice thought dismissing the sun. On these rare sunny days Alice could be found at Jasper’s side listening to every word he said or cuddled into his side listening to Edward play his piano from downstairs. Sometimes Alice thought he was playing just for them and she’d smile and think about him just for a second. If there was anything she could do to make Edward happy she would do it.
After being with the Cullen’s for so long Alice had, had time to observe each of them. Rosalie and Emmet were the love struck teenagers of the family; constantly being married and going on honeymoons. The thought would’ve made Alice blush if she were human but she settled for a smile. Carlisle and Esme were the parents she’d never had. They were understanding and never judged anyone. And then there was Jasper, the man she’d always wished for. He’d completed her life she hoped she completed his as much as he told her she did. For so long there was just Edward but now that Bella was in the picture he was no longer alone. He loved her and she him. They just didn’t know it yet.
Alice nudged her brothers leg and smiled out around the meadow; his meadow. Alice giggled in time this would be His and Bella’s meadow, their sanctuary. Ignoring her thought to just tell him what she’d saw in her vision Alice forced her thoughts at him. From the first vision she’d had of Bella to the last in which in this meadow they announced their love for each other. Alice didn’t bother to speak to him she closed her eyes and sank into her thoughts and memories of Bella. His Bella.
“See?” Alice asked after a second. “She belongs with us…with you.”
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Post by Edward Cullen on Dec 24, 2011 17:04:10 GMT -5
He knew that she would try to convince him about either leaving her or pursuing her, and knowing Alice it would probably be the latter, she'd do anything to end his loneliness that he was sure of. He considered just ignoring her, but he cared too much for her to do something like that, she was just trying to help him after all. "Look, I know that you're worried about me, I am worried too, I am worried that I might not be able to control myself and end up attacking her. I am worried that I will expose our family, I am worried that I will end an innocent life." He admitted pinching the bridge of his nose in frustration and walking in circles, he felt weak, weak and inexperienced, he hated the feeling.
He tried to find comfort in his surroundings, getting nothing but the sounds of chirping birds, a faint stream of water and the annoying breathing of an elk that was more likely than not on his last days of life. He sat down as she asked him to, crossing his legs in expectation of what she had to say. "Alright, I'm listening, go ahead." He said with resignation, he knew there would be no escape for this talk, there was never an escape when it came to Alice. He looked down for some moments, messing with some of the grass under him with one of his hands.
He sat in silence as she showed him her thoughts, or rather, her visions about him and Bella. He knew this was due to change if any of them decided to do anything else, but even if this became true, he knew that it wouldn't be fair for Bella. "I cannot do that to her Alice, I don't want her to be a monster like us." He hated what he had become, even though he was thankful that Carlisle had saved his life. He was a soulless monster and he would stay that way for as long as he lived. "So what do you suggest I do?" She probably had a better idea as of what to do, seeing how she was used to looking into the future. He wanted to bad for Bella to be like him, but he wouldn't do that to her, at least not willingly, maybe if she was on the brink of death but he was unsure if he would be able to control himself then, although Alice would know that before it happened.
OOC: Crappy post is crappy, sorry.
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Post by Alice Cullen on Jan 10, 2012 19:50:12 GMT -5
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Alice looked towards the sky letting the rays bring out the sparkles in her skin. How could she possibly help Edward when she herself hadn't experienced anything like this. Sure she could attempt to try to understand but with Ed it was impossible. Growling Alice looked at her brother wishing he could be a normal kid but that's not how it was. Besides if he was normal that would take out the fun in messing with him. "Look, I know that you're worried about me, I am worried too, I am worried that I might not be able to control myself and end up attacking her. I am worried that I will expose our family, I am worried that I will end an innocent life." Edward spoke up pinching the bridge of his nose."I cannot do that to her Alice, I don't want her to be a monster like us." How many times had she'd told him that he wasn't going to hurt Bella? A lot, but that wasn't going to work. Edward needed proof physical or visual proof and not her visuals. He needed to believe in himself.
"So what do you suggest I do?" At first Alice shrugged and then thinking it would be hurtful she sighed and reached out to ruffle Edwards hair hoping he would smile at least once. "You should do whatever your heart tells you. Don't let your mind distract you from what you really want."
OCC: Icky post sorry.
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